You really weren’t-

I know that now

Too pretty to be casual

See clearly what it takes

to be so perfect

to craft the Illusion

You manage so well

I’ve always been louder

my Sinful efforts Public

kept the focus off you

Your angst your struggle

your Body Dysmorphic

Your personality doubtful

I silent now

Watch you squirm

enticing me onto planks

I’ll not walk

Knowing full well

You’ll never be seen

taking the dive

you love to spy others

wanting popularity

plunge at

hungering for

your approval